ME IN THIS WORLD! HEHE :p

Losing my skin... AGAIN and worst...

2011-01-16T06:45:00.000-08:00

2011 begin with a record breaking of me losing the most skin. sob sob. what a history maker!!

Left hand peel like crazy. Doc say is eczema. Don't know allergy to what. So, added to my 2011 new year resolution is to find out what am I allergy to.

Thank God, right hand not as serious as left. If not, really hard to do work. Even now i touch my mouse and things also pain :(. Avoid water at all cost !! (impossible)

New year, same place, same dream

2011-01-16T06:17:00.000-08:00

Cant believe that this is the 3rd week of new year d. Too busy with work. Anyway i just reserve this space for this post title 1st cos i wanna post bout other things. LOL. Update later :p

the first dream (nightmare actually) (continued)

2010-10-18T07:41:00.000-07:00

As i had said in previous post, here is the first dream (nightmare) Haha.

The first time was i dream of her waking me up on a weekend a few weeks ago. It seemed so real cause that time i have to sleep really sideways cause of the great fall and my body and hands always get cramps. In the dream, I was sleeping in the same position and she came into my room and wake me up and i didn't want to wake up. My body was also cramp (in real life and in the dream) and i was like trying to move my cramped hand to signal "don't disturb, i wanna sleep". I woke up in relief and also cramp that no one is waking me up. LOL. How real i thought the situation in the dream was. Phew. May i not have this type of nightmare anymore.

Invaded dreams!!

2010-10-11T07:16:00.000-07:00

This morning i woke up feeling very tired and moody, partly because it is a Monday morning (Monday blues) but the main reason is i had a funny but yet scary dream. Guess what? I dream of my landlord. Oh man, this is the 2nd time i dream bout her...:(

Will tell about the 1st dream another time.. Cant imagine that she is giving me so much stress that even my subconscious mind is thinking bout it.. Speechless.Yesterday, i dream about arguing with her (forgot about what-but i guess must be some petty stuff as usual) but i remember she chase me out - verbally la. Scary man cause all the while i have to be careful of her, just not knowing she will sort of scold me or comment bad bout me. Stress-nya. And now she is invading into my dreams. Help!! I wake up feeling like i didn't sleep cause of the dream- like i am really experiencing it. Sigh. She is so stingy and fussy, that even though i try my best to tolerate and save my usage on electric etc, she is still not satisfied. Dont know what can I do already :(. Everyday when coming back from work, feel tired and still have to face her, seriously i don't feel like coming back.

Can only pray and be more patient while counting to the end of this month.. Time pass faster pls but then after this intern, I will be officially jobless.Before that, hope to enjoy convo first and savvy buffets. lol. Food makes me happy. Wakaka. Pls no more 3rd time of this dream, not dream but nightmare actually !! No more pls

Tiredness till when??

2010-10-09T08:00:00.000-07:00

Tiredness fill my heart. Suppose to play badminton today, but the court owner though we book tomorrow. So cant play cos there's people who book and were playing there. Haiz, how disapointed me and my friends were when the owner say that he heard wrong. Somemore, i just change my grip today and was excited to try it out since i never use this Karakal nano 180 before. But the main thing is to exercise, throw some smashes and release stress after having a bad week at work and as usual everyday at home (not home, is house).

Oh man, i feel so tired now, even more tired than playing badminton. Continue next time :(.

Cotton stuck to my head for 1 Week!!. Yerr!!

2010-08-31T03:34:00.000-07:00

This is the consequences of humpty dumpty having a great fall. I feel down in toilet and injured my head. 3 stitches and a cotton wool stuck to my head. Dont know what is the cotton for. So gross. Yucks. Will write about the fall more detailed as now not in the mood of writing and dont want to overload my head after the big bang. Haha. Just pics for now....

Day 1 of the fall. This is how it looks like after the stitch. The doc say he tied butterfly knot (I dont know what it means. ??? )

Another angle

Day 3 after the fall. The cotton had become more brown and my sis say it is like fish egg. What!! So geli. Haha

Tableless life...

2010-08-21T09:25:00.000-07:00

Hmm, not exactly tableless but can say no proper table. This small table is what i hv been using for the past 3 months already in my room. It is not even enough for me to put my mouse on the table. LOL. Actually can squeeze in the mouse but mouse pad wont fit and there is insufficient space to move my mouse. haha. Sometimes is very tiring when sit long on the bed, facing a small table and my laptop.

Not only tableless here but also at work. Want to know why tableless at work and at home (not really home, so should say is house/room), check out my next post as im tired n going to zzzz now. Haha. C ya. Nites or should i say morning since is already 1AM :p

argghhh, geramnya!!!

2010-07-17T05:51:00.000-07:00

ok, this is what makes me geram n irritated today. What had happen wasn't that bad actually but it really ticks me off because of the little bits of frustration that is building up inside me slowly. lol. dont worry, im ok now. Just want to write it all out here to release it. haha. Dont want to keep it inside me , scared one day i'll really explode. Actually i was surprise that i talk louder than usual just now. Oh man, i think most probably my threshold of tolerance already almost reach its limit. Somemore, didnt play badminton this week, so no place to release all my stress.

Back to the main title, 2day i tapao wan tan mee 4 dinner during lunch. Coffee shops here are close at nite. After eating the mee, i still feel hungry. So i thought of cooking seaweed n egg sup since there is an egg in the fridge which is already 2 weeks n im afraid that it will get spoilt. But i hesitated a while n think is it better for me to just eat the instant mushroom sup which just need to pour hot water into it instead of needing to use my landlord's rice cooker to cook seaweed sup ( no gas here).

Cant imagine i need to think so long to decide cos scared that landlord will grumble if i cook cos she made comment before when i boil water when there is still a lot of water but i need hot water in the flask. lol. dono why she is so stingy. Finally decide to cook seaweed sup cos i need more vege. haha.

I start cooking and ask landlord wan to eat sup or not. she say no and she dont eat so early. Then she ask i like to cook. I say not really , just cook what i feel like eating lo. I remember she say she will cook porridge for dinner, so i ask her cook already. She say not yet n im using her cooker. Aiya, i thought she already cook it n keep the food. Haih , my fault oso , so i say sorry to her. N hope that my sup quickly be ready. Luckily i use hot water to cook, if not lagi slow. Then she say, u rent room only but u always cook. Hello, since when did i ALWAYS cook?

I only hv time to cook on weekends which is why i want to finish the egg if not hv 2 wait 1 more week. N she say those who rent from her never cook one. I say i only cook weekends. (Actually i only cook maybe twice or 3 meals a weeks cos almost everyweek i will go my grandmother's place). I told her i was not full after eating the small wantan mee, so i cook n she knows that i eat a lot. She say can eat biskut la but i say biskut not enuff to make me full n she say is all psychology- all in my mind. I was like what??- all this while i eat a lot n get hungry easily cos my metabolism rate is high though i am small size. lol. Seriously i need to find a way to maybe decrease my metabolism so that i will not get hungry fast n starve. haha. I am stating to tahan my hungriness also. Got to eat less. Oh man but now i am hungry already. :(

After i finish cook the sup, i quickly pour it into my bowl and wash up her cooker and say u can cook now, sorry. But she say, she dont wan cook already cos she already full after drinking a packet of oats. she added like she always say, old ppl cant eat much. LOL, make me feel more guitly. i know old ppl cant eat much but not that little la.

She also say i eat very slow which i admit is my old habit and am trying to improve it. she say i am so choosy in eating food that i take so long to decide what to eat when she n the other tenant already order and waiting the food. my fault oso but then last Thurs, they brought me to another place which is a big food court ( not the usual 2 places where we go to eat everyday which really make me bored of the food but they nvr get bored of it cos they eat just to fill their stomach while i eat not only to fill stomach but oso to enjoy the food since there is nothing much i can njoy here. hello, we are in the state which is most famous for its food. they are really small eaters. they can eat bread for dinner and that is enough to make them full-certainly not for me. that's my breakfast. wakaka.) .

It is the 2nd time i hv been to the big food court but i still not yet see all the food there. So, i walk past all the stalls to see all the food n then only decide to order. they , on the other hand, saw a stall in front of them n order fast things like char kuey teow n those which cooks fast. To my surprise, when i walk back to our table, she already eat finish while my food not yet arrive. LOL, speechless. They eat very fast one. So they waited for me to finish lo and i feel bad to keep them waiting, somemore i order 2 things. porridge and petai which i thought that they can eat. but she is still waiting for hospital to make false teeth so she cant eat hard stuff n the uncle dont eat petai. My fault again for assuming that they eat all things cos they are very cincai ppl u know. aunty eat petai but i 4got bout her teeth :p. Lesson learnt: Dont always assume something n think about others. LOL. to make things worse the petai is so spicy that i took longer time to finish. i was trying hard to eat fast cos feel bad both of them waiting for me and i do apologise to them after that.

but this aunty thought that i didnt feel bad or what that 2day she said bout that n tell me i must think bout others n she feel paiseh the uncle hv to wait for me. LOL as if didnt feel bad. haih, eat also no peace. n she always like to compare me with the uncle cos the uncle only stays here 4 days a week as he goes back to hometown every weekends. how i wish my home is near. haha. n they dont use water heater while i use it almost all the time. sweat. honestly im a quiet stingy person too, i know how to save but if compare to them of course im not as stingy as them la. haha. she talk bout her water bill so little when only 2 of them staying, if i am not mistaken only rm2.50 or rm4 n she say see how much the bill come this time after i start stay here. n she comment that i always wash my clothes thus use more water. lol. having a rule that only allow me to use washing machine once a week is already strict man.... n of couse, some clothes need to be hand washed eveyrday. Faint. Anway, we are still ok after 2days incident, i mean we are still talking to each other though many times i dono what to talk to her. hehe.

Wow, i already write so long. There's some more things that make me geram actually but then if i write it sure will be a boring long post. lol. Meanwhile i will try to be content with what i have considering there are others who are less fortunate than me. lol. i hv no car but at least they dont mind bringing me out to eat ( i hope they really dont mind) hehe. Not much choices of food here but at least got food lo. Give me strength and grace to endure oh God.

though i am more fortunate n happy when comparing to those who are less fortunate than me but i believe that true happiness is the happiness that u get when u compare yourself to those who are more fortunate (can be more successful, richer, etc) than u but u still feel really happy for who u are. i wonder when i will achieve that. Is my standard of happiness too high? LOL.
i think i better fill my hungry stomach now and study. haha.

What is a phone when it doesnt ring, only vibrates? LOL

2010-06-26T05:19:00.000-07:00

krok, krok vibration sound is now my new hp tones. no kidding cos my handphone is spoil.
One morning, that krok, krok tune was my alarm tune oso. LOL, even my hp alarm oso didnt no sound. Luckily, i was already a bit awake due to the noises of the cars passsing by the road. (my room is facing main road). If not will be late for class. haha. and also my phone vibration is very loud that it can still wake me up.

So, my phone now is like in silent mode all the time though it is in general mode. haha. Time to get a new phone after using this faithful phone for 6 years already (my 1st hp n it is a gift from my grandma, i love it though is not high tech). haha. yea , im not the high tech ppl. Actually, i was also thinking to change phone already this year but didnt expect that my phone will spoil. haha. Still thinking which model to buy. Meanwhile will continue using this silent phone. haha.

Only in the dark

2010-05-27T01:59:00.000-07:00

Like this song "Only in the dark" by Juwita Suwito.
Meaningful lyrics and beautiful voice.

ONLY IN THE DARK

The raindrops fall incessantly
Each I think the sky's letting up
Thre seems to be another cloud
Bringing the dark
Coming right at me

So often I can't see the road ahead
The blinding headlights loom then go out again
But suddenly I find that I don't need to strife
'Cause I realize I am rising, I'm flying and....

CHORUS
Only in the dark when I can't seem to see
I learn to hear Your whisper that's been guiding me
Reach out for the hand that bears the light
So my step is right
Only in the dark

Now each day's a step that's lighted up
And the questions asked won't make me stop
'Cause I know no matter how I feel
That this is real
And I'm slowly getting to a place where it's not...

BRIDGE
So let the shadows come
And let me run into Your arms where
I can feel the warmth of Your touch - unmistakable
Leading me on, loving me on, turning me on

Though now it seems to be that...

From why to how?

2010-05-06T07:54:00.000-07:00

Why is perhaps the questions that is asked most often in my life and maybe in most people's life too. Why this, why that? Haha. Especially when something bad happen, question like 'Why me?, Why now?,Why this happen' will popped out in my heart. Endless whys and no answers!!

Instead of asking why, perhaps it is time to ask How. 'How can i deal with this? How to make things better?' Hmm, it will be hard to change it but hopefully i can do it, slowly. Hopefully i can view things in a different and better way. Haha. Keep trying!!

Dry and empty...

2010-04-25T07:54:00.000-07:00

The title kinda shows what this post will be about. Been feeling very empty inside. What should I do? Who can understand me? Go to church every week but still feel so lost and confused. God, help me please. Give me strength. Dont even know what to write here. Speechless.....

Arggh!! Epidermis peeling off again!!

2010-04-03T06:07:00.000-07:00

Oh no, the epidermis of my fingers is peeling off again!! Arghs, actually it already recover after applying cream but now my thumb's skin is coming out again. Doctor said is allergy to soap but even my feet's skin is peeling off. So scared, it will deteriorate and affect all of my fingers like last time. A month ago, the skin of my whole hand peel off and even just touching anything is also painful. :( Here is how my finger looks now:

skin beginning to peel, still not so bad

And below is how my hands looked like a month ago. Took pictures and wanted to write about it last time but forgot about it. Haha. Hope it wont peel off till like that again!

Looks a bit scary, huh.

Off the lights please!! Earth Hour

2010-03-26T00:38:00.000-07:00

We can do something to save out earth. Turn your lights off at 8.30pm on 27 March. I still remember last year in INTI college, i did turned my room lights off during Earth Hour time. Since is all dark in my room, i just sleep in that one hour. But in the end, didnt manage to sleep also. After one hour, switch my lights back on and continue to do my stuffs. In that darkness, I looked out of my room window to the opposite hostel block and notice that quite a number of rooms are also dark. Haha. Good, good. Thinking back about it now, I was happy that I was part of the Earth Hour. At least can help to save the earth. But perhaps more important is in out everyday life, we turn off the lights, fans, televisyen and other electrical appliances when we do not use it. I believe by doing that we have a bigger impact in saving the earth, in everyday live and not just during Earth Hour!

Why my MSN cant sign in!!

2010-03-22T07:33:00.000-07:00

Haih, dono why my MSN cant sign in. Keep appearing contact list not available and then cant sign in. Already update to the latest version of live messenger but still the same. Even uninstall and reinstall it also cant help. Lazy to use the web version or meebo. Lol.

Anyway, last weekend was a tiring week for me. Went swimming and in the end, whole body so tired cos i didnt swim for at least 7 years already. Imagine that. Lol. Just swim one lap already feel tired, especially if swim freestyle. After swimming, ears blocked pula cos water went in. Haha. Didnt swim many laps, but the next day, hands, shoulder and legs aching. Lol. Next time, will start swim slowly after long time didnt swim.

What! Celcom Broadband Basic Youth not available?

2010-03-08T00:34:00.000-08:00

Went to Celcom branch here end of last month to find out more about the Celcom Broadband Basic Youth which is cheaper than the normal basic plan but been told that it is not available. Other plans are available except this youth plan. When i ask why not available because the advertisement says that this promotion is valid till 31 March, the staff just say it is unavailable. What is this. It in the advertisement but unavailable. If like this, no need to advertise la. So will find out more about Digi and Maxis broadband.

Format laptop :(

2010-02-23T00:58:00.000-08:00

Today , just formatted my old laptop which mum use for watching movies and dramas. The PC is about 5 years already but is still good though is slow cause many files and programs inside. Window XP running on 512 RAM. Formatting is easy but the difficult part is finding space to save all the files.

Although the PC total hard disk 40GB now seems small but my external hdd also not enough space to save it. Many dramas, songs, vidoes, etc inside. Somehow, luckily manage delete some stuff from the external hdd and the old PC. Thanks to some empty space inside my pendrive too. But also have to sort out all the files and delete those unnecessary stuff later. Haha. PC CPU usage is running 100% all the time and is very slow. Wanna wacth movie also cant cos always jam. Very lag. Found out it is cause by svchost but cant solve it also after searching information online. So, decided to format it. After all. the PC also need to be formatted sooner or later.

Now, installing all the drivers. It is much faster now :). Hopefully today can finish install all the programs but don't think so cause at night will go visiting. So many visiting. Eat again. Haha. Btw, came to know that Hotlink YouthClub SMS rate to different network will increase to 6 sen from 19 March. Though is still cheaper than the normal plan but that will increase my expenses. Really hope to get a job soon. Lol. Keep finding.

Still in CNY mood

2010-02-20T23:39:00.000-08:00

It's already one week pass Chinese New Year but i am still in CNY mood. Ate a lot. Sure gain weight already. Haha. Lots of eating but also lots of cleaning the house. How nice if i have a massage chair to relax after doing housework. Weather nowadays is so hot. Must on the fan full speed. Heard the dry spell will be till March. Luckily my hair is short. If not, even hotter.

CNY gift box containing food especially tidbits.

Happy Chinese New Year

2010-02-17T07:10:00.000-08:00

Gong Xi Fa Cai. Time flies. So fast , we are in the first few days of the 15 days CNY. Lol. Didnt go back hometown this year but went visiting first time in Btu. Last year, we were not here. Had a nice reunion dinner steamboat. Haha. Ate till so full.

Then, second day of CNY , went to Miri and Brunei. Just came back today. I think everytime, during CNY is always very hot. Make visiting and traveling more tiring. So far, collected a few ang pows. Is very little compare to the ang pows that i have if go back to hometown. Anyway , not yet Chap Goh Meh, so still got chance to collect more ang pows. Haha, very tired today after about 3 hours of journey in car and then have to vacuuming the car almost immediately after reach home. Was sweating all over. No choice cos dad ask to vacuum it asap.

May the year of the tiger be a good year. Needs lots of luck:)

Celcom Broadband??

2010-02-11T06:42:00.000-08:00

Today, sis saw a promotion by Celcom broadband offering free usb modem but have to subscribe the broadband for a year then only the modem will belong to you. She plan to get it cause it is mobile means can use anywhere within the coverage. So, i search online to compare between Maxis and Celcom. Seems like both broadband also have complaints from customers about the speed and coverage. Still undecided will subscribe which one. Will find out more when free. Haha

Day of planes

2010-02-06T07:33:00.000-08:00

This post is actually about yesterday's blog but I was too tired and sleepy to write yesterday. Hmm, why i called it Day of planes. Haha, simply because yesterday, seems like almost my whole day involve plane. First, i reach KL sentral at about 7.20am, check in there, just realise that we have to buy ERL tickets to use the MAS check in. After checking in , i walk around KL sentral for a while since my flight is 11.35am, still early.

Reach KLIA about 9am , wondering what to do. So just walk around, looking for chocolate. Was surprises that the chocolate in airport is so much more expensive when it is suppose to be tax free. Ended up didnt buy any.

Then, at nite, i watch Flighplan (yea not new movie but is very nice).

Have to sleep now, 2mr have to wake up early. Will continue this post 2mr

Missing something

2010-01-19T06:14:00.000-08:00

hmm, feel like something is missing here. hmm, what is it? thinking back, around this time last year, i was at a place that i wanted to be. too bad , this time i cant go there. lol. today off cos trainer is on leave. So , got time to rest and study. Many lessons i dont understand, so lots of catch up to do. It took me so long to just understand one chapter. 1 day is not enough!! tomorrow will be another full day of lessons, in front of the computer, configuring, listening. Man, information overload. The worst thing is if u are stuck at a chapter, the latter chapter will be stuck too. Haih, so blur.. There's a lot of doubt. Grant me wisdom and concentration, God. Hope i can do something useful while waiting for transport after class too. Really hope i can survive till the end. 2 more weeks + left. Be strong.....

silence is golden?? Not for me

2010-01-10T05:13:00.000-08:00

Silence is golden. that's the phrase that i sometimes hear when someone talks to much or need to be quiet. haha. agree that sometimes we need to be silent but donno why i am always silent. i wonder what people normally talk about everyday? movies, news, hobbies, gossip? lol. yea, i admit i am the very quiet and reserved type. the problem is i dont have ideas to talk. Even if i have, it will be a short conversation - eventually the conversation will die off itself. haih. boring. lol

What else can i say? hobbies? Badminton- honestly i no longer have much interest in it. yea, lost that long passion that i had since i was small. It happens sometimes but in the end, i will automatically have the passion again. haha. but this time is different, dont know why. Ops, off topic, suppose to talk about hobbies. hmm , if 2 people have the same hobbies, it is easy to click rite? unfortunately , hard to find people with same hobbies. haha. and also my passion for hobbies is fading. lol

hey, talk something please, dont be so quiet. yea, must remind myself about it. burp- just ate durian, better dont talk for now. haha. so , silence is golden for now. lol, dono what i am writing also.haha

More sushi pics

2010-01-04T07:25:00.000-08:00

dono why the other pics didnt appear in the previous post.dono why the other pics didnt appear in the previous post. so here it is: so here it is:

sushi at Escapade, Brunei

2010-01-04T06:26:00.000-08:00

Went to eat sushi at Escapade, Kuala Belait last month when we were in Miri. The sushi size is so big, almost double the normal sushi in Malaysia. Can see it in the pics:

bad hair day

2009-12-30T06:50:00.000-08:00

went to cut my hair yesterday cos weather is very hot and i always sweat a lot. i ask the hairdresser to cut the same pattern n cut short but ended up like didnt cut. lol. my fringes is still long though i already ask him to cut it short a few times. maybe next time must bring picture of hair pattern. haha.

so fast Christmas already over and 2010 is coming. first time Christmas i felt so busy till no Christmas mood. help to print and photocopy XMAS bulletin which is a bit different from the normal bulletin cos using different paper. the paper always got stuck in the photocopy machine. have to put only 1 paper then it wont stuck. lol. luckily, my sis came and help me in the end.

2 more days to 2010. this time new year day, will be hitting the road to sibu. will come up with new year resolution included repeated ones. haha. hopefully, it will be accomplished. happy 2010

Miri and Brunei trip

2009-12-16T06:01:00.000-08:00

Just got back from Miri and Brunei on Monday and got sick. actually a day before going , i already got sore throat. It got worse through all the road traveling and aircond room. now I am having flu and coughing. really hope that the old cycle of allergy cough wont repeat itself.Went to Miri for mum's finger operation and since Brunei is quite near, we went there to try the sushi.Headache-head feeling very heavy now. will continue next time

Cough cough cough

2009-10-14T06:04:00.000-07:00

Have been coughing for the past few weeks.in fact already cough 1 month plus. recover already but cough again. lol. so hard to get to sleep with the cough.now, my bones also pain. haih, heal me pls , God. sick of getting sick. haha. it's been long time since my last post. haha, lazy to write. hmm, just hope that i will be healthy again asap. felt so old d. haha. anyway , 2moro will be a better day :)

mini olympics :)

2009-07-31T00:47:00.000-07:00

wonder what life is all about???

2009-07-20T11:10:00.000-07:00

hmmm here im 2am in the morning , still facing my comp , doing asg n not to mention i still have a lot of projek thing to do. really need a miracle. the quote " out of difficulties makes miracle" crossed my mind a few times. lol. i knw sure i will hv many difficulties and also many late nites ahead but will it makes miracle? lol.haih. the verse reminded by Esther also cross my mine, i can do all things thru Christ who stregthens me. hmm hopefully lo. need many prayers leh.

hmmm, wondering what life is all about sometimes. is it about all these boring assigns, stdy , tests?? or badminton , players?? frends?? haha. so tiring la.n oso so bored n lonely sometimes. really wish all this will be over soon, cant wait to go back n play bmt everyday if can n eat midin n njoy myself. lol.

seems that im alone here in a place where i had stay 4 almost 3 years alreaady!! lol , im a lone ranger then. i gueess my best fren is my comp accompanying me everyday. oh ya , now got a new companion which is d sony mp3 given by Rachel. thx a lot. well, really so bored till in msn oso no 1 to chat with, hmmm wat to talk about the people that i wanted to chat very much with. hmmm, well after all who am i in their eyes? alrite gtg cont asg a while n then zzz. n oh yea, of course i knw life is all bout bringing Him glory

back in inti college

2009-05-08T08:10:00.000-07:00

so here i m , back in inti again after js a 2 weeks break for my final sem. hmm wuite bored esp after having a great time at home( badminton, my bday,eating midin n kampua n laksa, miss tat so much n fellowship w frends).haha.
nway relli njoy a badminton game which is a very close match, i was diving here n there n manage to save some smashes n oso did some trickshots which i never try b4.haha.

sudirman cup coming soon n i hope n pray that malaysian will get to semis at least n oso pray that wmc n ceh is fully healed n will avoid injury. relli cant wait for sg open but bad news is that very little mas is going this time. haih. when i no go, full squad go n got volunteer recruitement. when i go oni seniors go n no volunteer.y lah?dono y just pray that God hv better plans la. sabrina is not going. but yohan n chau hoi wah is going n i hope to c them n take pic w them this time.

feel so hot nowadays so i always go lab. feel like eating mcd ice cream now.haha
hmm still waiting for my twins gift n gift fr my best fren.haha.dono twin u reading this or not.curious what u gv me for my bday all d way fr indonesia.thx a lot ya

hoping to get some lee chong wei brand grips which has his name on d grips.i think it will sell well.hope i can get gd price 4 that n oso yonex bag
haha
ok la
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CIMB KL OPEN

2009-04-14T01:17:00.000-07:00

nicol david-a true champ indeed

2009-04-14T00:32:00.000-07:00

a few pic

2009-03-02T07:55:00.000-08:00

bored, boring, boredness

2009-02-13T07:34:00.000-08:00

these 3 words definately describe my life now.lol. class, do assgn, o9, zz, eat, watch tvb drama. how much boring can my life be.lol.if b4, i take 1 sem to finsh a series, this 1st month i already finish 1 series. hmm wonder y previous sem i wasnt so bored. haih wanna play bdminton oso tak ada kaki. go buffet oso no frend to go with me. so cham la.lol.i tink this is d 1st time i am complaining in my blog.lol. nway i think a blog is a place where i can share my feelings freely. so, sorry about d complain. haha, x read if u x want to.haha

waiting 4 All England soon. no tourney BC forum oso so quiet. i oso dono what to post, n i am so lazy to update this blog. when i free n got moood i will write bout my wonderful experience in MO. having chance to sit w players n watch match w them is relli great. n knwing new frends oso is nice. i do relli hope that i can go sg open n be liaison n watch my fav pair, wpt/ceh win the title live. it will be a dream come true. oso long time i x go singapore d. hmm wonder got many changes or not. oso going there can meet new frends too. can share same interest n maybe play badminton with them. how nice. lol ,i m dreaming but continue on to dream big n go o4 it. haha. besides this , i oso wanna b an umpire. dono when is the test . not oni i wanna be umpire, after that i wann b referee.haha , no need susah2 count marks la.
handle bigger things and bigger pay. n oso be paid to fly , stay , eat n watch tourney. n can meet players closely lo. i wonder will i able to do that? be a referee?hmm oni God knows but i pray that i will be able la. hmm not hard rite?

ok la ,lazy type n fngers oso pain.so dry. my skin peeling off. tata

2009-01-19T06:41:00.000-08:00

Joachim Fisher, Christinna Pedersen.
nice lucky shot that i manage to capture using Yves's cam. thx 4 lending me d cam.cool.

just badminton pics

2009-01-19T05:58:00.001-08:00

Chau Hoi Wah,Ng Hui Lin,Saina Nehwal

tee given by world no 1.ceh, they always wear this tee. nice

2009-01-17T21:25:00.000-08:00

nice souvenir by badminton women doubles world no 1, wpt:)

2009-01-15T04:51:00.000-08:00

my new fav t given by world no 1 wpt.she gv me brand new 1.thx wpt:)

2009-01-15T04:43:00.000-08:00

IF ONLY

2008-12-12T19:24:00.000-08:00

IF ONLY u know how much i care
IF ONLY u knw i'l always b thr 4u wenever u need or even when u x need me
IF ONLY u knw hw precious n special ur in my eyes & in God's eyes
IF ONLY u knw that there is nvr a day that u slipped off my mind
IF ONLY a fallen angel(Satan)x fell fr heaven & deceived Adam & Eve(wonder what'll happen2 us)
IF ONLY u know the purpose and hope that God has for u
IF ONLY u knw that God relli hv a special plan 4u
IF ONLY u knw that God created u in His image & love u so much
IF ONLY God shine His light on u jst like wen He created light in darknes
IF ONLY u knw everythin happens4 a reason n God has plan it all 4 our own good
IF ONLY u knw the true God who creates heaven n earth & all d magnificent things
IF ONLY God ignite a revolution in ur heart to c d purpose that u nvr knew b4
IF ONLY everyone will accept Jesus as their Lord and Saviour
IF ONLY there is x sadness in tis world which means every1 s in heaven
IF ONLY u know that ur dreams will come true
IF ONLY u knw that there is a person who is willing to die 4u
IF ONLY u will begin to c what God have in store 4u
IF ONLY u knw that u hav such a big impact in my life
IF ONLY u knw it hurts me to knw that u are sad
IF ONLY i can make u smile n wipe every tears in ur eyes
IF ONLY i can bring u happiness that u wish for and far more than that
IF ONLY u knw that some1 is praying for u
IF ONLY u knw that u can make me laugh n cry
IF ONLY u knw i wish to spend everyday with u
IF ONLY u are here with me now
IF ONLY i am someone else
IF ONLY u know that i love u so so much,i don't know.
PERHAPS, u'll nvr know.

1st time hit by racket afteermath!! LOL!!!

2008-12-08T07:42:00.001-08:00

LOL, what a funny title.aftermath.nway 2day i felt pain on my head a while after playing badminton. it is the place where i got hit by my new yonex raket last week.lol.x worry.small prob jst a little pain but it reminds me of the time we play badminton.lol.2day i wasnt really njoying badminton with d doulos ppl tho i usually always njoy it.dono why la.haha.

well , what happen last week is that 1st time i was hit by a racket.somemore is my new racket and my best fren open ceromony it by hitting a high serve into my head,leaving behind a mountain for me to remember n go hiking when i am free.lol.jk.

what happened was we were warming up and i give her my new racket to try.i was going to serve when suddenly i heard a loud hit on my head.the next thing i know is my frend was appologizing to my and was massaging my head.mum ask me i was hit by shuttle or racket.lucky i am still alert and can answer hit by racket.lol.she didnt know that i was standing too near her.she tot that i was quite far away so when she accidentally hit me,she was surprised too.

nway i am not writing this to remind u that u hit me but just to capture my memories with u so that nxt time i can look back n smile at it.hehe. x feel guilty for hitting me ya,i know it is an accident.small matter n thx 4 d massage.haha.now i have to massage my head my own.

hmm,nway 2day i was waiting for sth.hmm what leh?dono la.guess la.haha. i think no1 can guess correct la.do put in the comments on what u all guess so that i knw if any1 guess correct. actually i am waiting for a media pass confirmation for MO 09 under badzine. it is actually a bit late d when i apply for tat. dono that it was over dateline d.haih, if oni i knew earlier,sure i wil get it.

nway now can oni pray that they have extra pass to giv me.how nice is it if i can get media pass with my pic n name printed and i can go to d court area to meet n interview the players. yes, i will be on my own as d other badzine ppl will oni b ther on fri to sun, but it will be a gd experience.after all,i have written for them too previously tho not live.tho i have bot tix for semi n finals d but is ok .cos i wanna sit w my BC frends of course.relli looking fwd to MO09.lol but at d same time x wan my cuti 2 end so fast la.hahahaha.

really pray that God will allow me to have the media pass.pls God, answer my prayer and i oso wanna meet wong/chin n knw them better.lol me dreaming perhaps.till then,tata.not feeling sleepy at all.so just drop by n blog while watching marriage of inconvenience. dono y cant zz? thinking of sth?LOL.tata

Whoa!! 1 of d best 5 days in my life yet!!!

2008-12-08T01:02:00.000-08:00

it's been a long time since i last blog.well actually i have a lot to blog but just too lazy.haha.hmmm, nway back to the title. actually it is the past 5 days which is fr 28 to 3 nov lo.y d best 5days?? well, cos my best frend ops! i mean sister come to visit me in bintulu on her way to sabah. i was quite shocked cos quite suddenly she says she's coming.yes, she told me before that she may come but i didnt expect it so fast. i still remember she told me on mon that she is coming on fri.wow,i was so happy and excited la.

finally,fri(the big day) came so fast and i wasnt really prepared for it.the day b4 i was bz cleaning my room n toilet and also mopping all the house floors la.what to do?mum very fussy, ask me do this do that.haha.and also i dont want rae to come and stay in a messy room la.haha. guess what?? i never fell so happy cleaning room la.lol.funny :P

i brought rae to mkn.hmm no place to jalan here. dono she njoy or fell bored.hehe.only bawa her jalan at beach which is not so nice,i think i scared her with my driving.lol.so sorry for that,sis. x worry, we are all still in 1 whole complete piece.haha.next time any1 must buy insurance b4 sitting my car.i mean my mum's car. also bawa her for hiking.i was so tired there.1st time hiking and U.Tan say that rae is strong.yes,indeed she is strong physically and mentally 2.my leg pain after that.hehe.

i think rachel likes d food here esp sarawak laksa n midin.i still remember how cute ur action is when mum says that we will go to farley.should take a pic of it n post it here.JK:P So funny that u google for midin.no wonder u ask me how 2 spell la.didnt know u like it till google.tat's y i like midin so much too.miss midin in KL n miss it so much during d 10 years in trg. hope u get to eat midin in sabah 2.

well,2day in church, i was really missing u. wish that the tall person(Amy) sitting next to me 2day in church is u but isnt. i remember how cute u r when evey1 stand up and i am still sitting down n then u pull me up.hw funny u follow me stand up n down but when all sit n i stand u x follow me pula.haha.smart gal:)

well happy that u fon yday.hmm, how u knw i am sad leh.hmm, just misiing u la.suddenly no1 to chat with me and 2 sayang me la.haha.x worry, i still can take it.after all, i have experieced much more sadness than this.lol.nway not sad la.just not used to d quietness lo.haha. hope u really njoy urself here like i did. haha. me n ZY is ur stress booster ah?we r naughthy.hehe.my family love to have u around again next time.

these is perhaps one of the best 5 days that i hve in my life yet.hope and pray that there is more to come...hehe.do emel me the pic that we took.i think u x really like to take pics but i really want to capture those wonderful moments.hope to c u soon.take care and all d best.

n also thx for d food that u belanja and d swatch watch.really like it and it was js in time cos i tot of changing watch 2 d 1 i gav mike but lady version that my mum have.but now no need d. really nice watch tho everyday i have d set d date.still always wrong n today it went fast. i c y suddenly mon d.still miss u 2 set d date 4 me.haha.d loud ticks of the watch reminds me to cherish the great moments that we had 2gether. truly thx God for u n the amazing fellowship.

what a long post.actually many things 2 write but nxt time la.scared u all bored. till then, cu again blog.GBU

WAH!!! SURPRISE LETTER :D

2008-10-29T08:13:00.000-07:00

guess what happen yday? sth cute,interesting, funny, weird and surprising too. i was shocked. haha. sound v suspense leh. nway this is what happen. last nite suddenly my roomate saw a letter slipped under our door. it is written in chinese n i dono read. she read it but she also dono some words. so after that she go 4 dinner n ask her frends what it mean. we agak2 know wat d letter contain before that lo. it is actually a letter from a gal who lives same floor with us. it write to the wear spec pink color shirt gal. we dono who she writes to cos both of us oso wear spec n got pink color shirt.hehe. it says that did u receive d 1st letter? we wonder what letter? then i realised one day there is a small paper outside our room on d floor.

i tot is some1's paper flew to here.so i just pick it up n put it on d corridor wall lo. the gal say in d letter cant we be frends? maybe u see d friends that i am with is TB but i am not TB. x worry, i x chase after u. my roomate was laughing at that.so funny la the way she writes it. then she say if u receive this letter, can u pls sms to me. sorry to disturb n thx u. me n roomate blur cos we x hav her number oso. then roomate ask me wanna reply? i say maybe she will send another letter again. she say no lo cos d letter say actually gt 1 more letter but she decided notto give me. so i say ok la.

so she reply ask her who she write to? n we x receive any letter. then i hang d letter with clips on my cloth hanger outside. i wonder is who lo. but in my mind, i am thinking of some1 that mite be her but still it is quite unlikely. i oso tot of another gal. anyway no1 took d letter for quite a few hours n i am sure that 2moro some1 will take it. but man i was wrong. we all went to zz about 12am sth, then i wake up 1am sth to go to toilet. n there i saw d paper is gone d. n another small paper is slided into our room again.

wah so efficient leh. so i took n read it but cant understand at all. i oni knw d english word that she write which is coklat, cowboy jaket, block G study. hmm quite anxious, impatient n oso excited to knw what she write lo but roomate zz d.so wait for 2moro lo. honestly i cant really zz last nite cos party was thinking bout d letter n oso cos d weather is so so hot that we on our fan full speed,5 the whole nite. lol. really hot n umcomfy.

then i wake up at 8am sth to go toilet again n again i saw another letter there. wa, again i dono how to read so i js put it on roomate's table. d next day, still hot so i wake up quite earlier than usual lo. then my roomate say that d letter is 4 me, d fair, short hair ,spec gal.haha. actually i knw tat is 4 me d lo. dono y just sense it.even my roomate also think is 4 me.hehe,actually i quite happy la cos got ppl wanna be frends with me. nvr i receive a letter like tat.quite syok oso honestly.i know the feeling of liking some1 n caring for them as gd fren i mean. it is so hard sometime 2 like a person n when d person didnt react or treat u like u expect them too. really tiring u know n i experience it a lot of time.is like i treat them well, care for them n always be there 4 them but they x really appreciate it la.

so this time is d opposite, got ppl wanna knw me and care bout me, so i actually feel hepi n bahagia la. as in finally got ppl notice that i exist n is interested to knw bout me. cool leh. didnt knw that i am attractive too. haha. ok i perasan, i knw my frien always say that i am cute n have babay face. haha.nway i x reply her instantly cos i wanted to go lunch eat pan mee in bakery. scared it habis like yday so i go early lo. n plan 2 reply her when i come bc. so i come bc around 4 sth like tat n chat w my frien. i told her bout tat letter n she laugh.hehe. so funny la.

then i want 2 reply n put d letter in her room but i not sure which is her room la. scared later wrong room then v paiseh la. somemore i reply can u write in english n put my msn there also. haha. then i waited lo in case can c her out of her room. actually when i come bc , i saw her from far.dono she saw me or not but i was very shy that time that i kinda avoid her by walking fast.haha. yep i am a shy person. lol. then bout 6 sth i saw her roomate went into her room so i knw her room d. so i slide d letter there lo. she so efficient la. within minutes, she reply my letter d. giving her hp n asking for mine too.

so i added her in msn n wait 4 her 2 on9 but she x.so in d end i sms her lo,saying i added her in msn. she reply asking my frendster so i added her too. then about 9 sth she on9, n we chat. she told me 2day is her birthday n i am her birthday friend.haha. so i wish her. n also i ask her wat makes her wanna be my friend leh. then she reply she likes me. i was like what!!! quiet shocked oso. then she say she's kidding. i say o ok. then she say dono how 2 explain y she wanna be my fren. she say just wanna knw me lo. o ok. i am ok with that, in fact i always bump into her n i think that she is quite nice la. quite cool oso.

but weird thing is i saw her v long d but she oni realised me this month. lol . i was like saw her since last year. n i move to this level since sept. wonder y now only she notice me. nway better late than never. so we chat n get to knw her. n then very funny cos suddenly she x reply me so long. so i say brb bath, n after i bath she still x reply me. then she sms me say stdy?zz? n she say die, she falling in lov with me. wah i was so shock. i reply i js bath n did she get my msn msg? turns out she x get it n my msn prob i cant sign in after that. no wonder la she x reply.

i oso say cant be gua she falling 4me. then she reply bout can be or cant be , just 4get bout it. but she say:but i dono la, if i cant stop loving u, i hope u can slap me. haha. so so funny la. i was laughing when i read her sms. so so funny n i think she is cute la.hehe. n she say no matter what happen, can i be her fren 4eva. i was slow in replying her. then she sms again say sorry, she likes to joke n play. sorry to scare me.

actually i was not scared la. just surprised. but honestly i dono she oni joking or not about that. v funny la.i reply ya, i can be her fren 4eva n i ask when her exam.cos my fren ask me to tell her that i will belanja her a simple dinner n i told her d. but dono when yet. will arrange with her. maybe sun or mon since her exam finish on mon. c how lo. hehe. nway she ask me my exam fri n sat? i x reply cos i very malas. those who knw me, i seldom reply many times lo unless is urgent. i am not a sms person.haha.

nway it actually feels good to know that some1 is actually interested t be my fren. all this while , i am always d one 2 who takes initiatives 1st to get to knw ppl and to keep in touch with them but now feels happy that is d other way round. feels nice to be noticed la. haha. ok . really a long post. i notice i do write a lot if i gt things to say.lol mostly i crap i think.haha. ok hope our frienship will grow and God bless the birthday gal n birthaday friend.

arggg exam on fri n i am so sien studying that no mood liao. so bloggin now n zzing soon.g9

:) My New Badminton Tee!! :)

2008-10-18T09:42:00.000-07:00

hello. finally i get to see how my new Yonex badminton tee looks like. thanks to my sis who email me the pic after making me wait a few days. lol.here is the Japan Super Series 2008 tee thanks to my badminton friend ,Mike who bought it in Japan during the Japan Open tournament. really thanks a lot,Mike for the tee. Really appreciate it. very nice and special the design. it is different from the normal yonex badminton tee that i have. hehe. actually didnt expect the design will be like that but still it is very nice and i like it.just a bit surprised. anway, a short post tonite. Let my words be few, let the pics reveal. hey, it rhymes!!! ok ok, i know. LOL. chaoz

My rusty badminton skills.haha

2008-10-13T22:12:00.000-07:00

just back to room after class for an hour break .had porridge, herbal tea egg and fried ice cream for lunch. there were having some food bazaar in college. the fried ice cream is quite ok but i expected it too be nicer.haha the herbal egg was nt nice. no taste at all. regretted that i bought 3 eggs(bought 3 cos is cheaper if buy 3- me greedy rite)haha. my mum can cook way more delicious herbal egg than that.kinda miss my mum's cooking. so long have nt eat home cooked food d. lol. i am always talking about food. me becoming a pig d. haha. JK.

anyway back to the title of this post,played badminton during weekends, both sat n sunday nite to cure my badminton fever. since i hav not play 4 a month+ d, my badminton really berkarat. lol. miss a few hit(so paiseh) n hit some bad shots. nevertheless it was a great game. njoy playing and sweating after so long no exercise.hehe.

on sat, i play with a group of girls. most of them are new n this is my 1st time playing with them. one of them is quite good in placing the shuttle.having is returned crosscourt when i smash at her. i was quite shocked n amazed by the return as i didnt expect it. however after playing a while, kinda can guess where she will place the shuttle. played women's double for 2 hours. really fun and after that we went dinner n get to know each other too since i just met some of them.haha.

on sun only me and another fren play. it is so hard to find badminton kaki so always only 2 of us are available for the game. really hope can find more kaki next time.thou only 2 of us, we still play anyway. both badminton fans. haha. this time is more strenous than sat. we played singles and also ask a pair on d next court to play a game with us. played mixed doubles. the girl plays very well. her shots has is so powerfull. my friend also say her shots got loud sound.as expected we lost but we improve in second game, scoring better marks than the 1st game. hehe. how i wish i can hit like her. my shots no power one leh. dono is it because my stroke is wrong or what. been trying to improve it but dono how. my shots always lack power. cant go from baseline to baseline.

my badminton friend gave me some home cooked popiah that his mum made. just nice for me as i was hungry after the game. no need to buy burger d. it was nice. thanks friend:)the next day, no need to say lo. my whole body especially hand and leg pain but still it is worth as i njoy badminton so much.looking forward to next game session which is dono when yet. hope soon lo before badminton fever getting higher again. haha.

P/S: i wasnt able to finish blogging before class just now so i came back after class n dinner to finish this blog. that is why the time now is at nite :P

Craving for BB (badminton n buffet)... LOL!!!

2008-10-10T22:40:00.000-07:00

heloo.so long i didnt post in my blog.well actually i open this blog about 2 years d n this is d 1st time i am really writing somethings here.lol. can't imagine i am so lazy.haha. nway i am not a person who likes to write unless sth special happen or i am hardworking.lol.nway dono why these few days i am craving for badminton n buffet. haha. it's normal 4 me 2 crave for badminton since it is my favourite and it's been 1 months plus i didnt play d.miss badminton so much. so hard to find kaki to play with. so this 1 month i oni watch badminton videos lo. prefer playing than watching lo. just like the 100 PLUS bottle ad says "HIDUP AKTIF. Bersaing di gelanggang badminton adalah jauh mendabarkan daripada menontonnya di TV". haha. Agree!!

About buffet leh, d last time i ate buffet is also about 1 month+ ago in genting with my dad. 4got what restaurant d. but that is 1 of the nicest buffet i had. so nice and so many things including fresh salmon. my favorite.got a few sushi too but 2bad they didnt top up. luckily i manage to take a few fish roe.haha. n i also like d beef and lamb n also the cook salmon. my dad took 4 me a thin sice of salmon skin which is also very nice.it is rm60++ per person and we have 30% discount coupon so it is really worth. we sat there for 2 hours. haha. by the way i really can eat. but wwe ddint try everything tehre cos mostly i was taking the same thing. had losts of salmon.the food that we didnt take was satay, chic rice, noodle , kuih and many other stuff.

i told my dad nxt time we go genting, we shld go 4 lunch instead of dinner cos we couldnt eat all the food also. better go for lunch which is cheaper. btw, it also have supper buffet which i joke with my parents that maybe supper is d leftover dinner food.haha. many ppl go there and eat esp golden citizens cos they are entitled for 50% off.hehe.really tot of bringing mum n sis there next time.wah i am talkiing so much abobut food. lol. i never crave for buffet like this before. even b4 zzing i am always thinking bout japanese buffet. oh man , i think i am getting abnormal. jk.lol. d only jap buffet tat i went was sushi station,which is rm30+ and is ok ok only lo. some things not so fresh. but for tat price is ok lo. tot of going to 1U Shogun with my fren. but tat is still quite long. after our exam in november most prob. i hope this sem really send fast. cant wait to go back n relax n of course play bmt 3x a week with my mum.haha.

Thx God 2day finally i am going 2 play badminton. hmm at 1st i book court and these oni me n my fren going 2 play. luckily i ask a new fren and ask her 2 bring her frends too. so there will be 5 of us playing 2day. nvr play with them b4 but looking forward to it. wow, what a long post!!(dono ppl reading this wil be bored or not).i shall stop now n start doing my assignment(BORING but no choice).ok la. shall blog agan if i am rajin :P

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2006-10-15T02:04:00.000-07:00

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1st n new blog. haha

2006-10-12T21:47:00.000-07:00

heloo blog
haha
this is my 1st time creating blog.
so donno wat 2 write
hehehe.
testin testing :)
:P

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