IF ONLY

IF ONLY u know how much i care
IF ONLY u knw i'l always b thr 4u wenever u need or even when u x need me
IF ONLY u knw hw precious n special ur in my eyes & in God's eyes
IF ONLY u knw that there is nvr a day that u slipped off my mind
IF ONLY a fallen angel(Satan)x fell fr heaven & deceived Adam & Eve(wonder what'll happen2 us)
IF ONLY u know the purpose and hope that God has for u
IF ONLY u knw that God relli hv a special plan 4u
IF ONLY u knw that God created u in His image & love u so much
IF ONLY God shine His light on u jst like wen He created light in darknes
IF ONLY u knw everythin happens4 a reason n God has plan it all 4 our own good
IF ONLY u knw the true God who creates heaven n earth & all d magnificent things
IF ONLY God ignite a revolution in ur heart to c d purpose that u nvr knew b4
IF ONLY everyone will accept Jesus as their Lord and Saviour
IF ONLY there is x sadness in tis world which means every1 s in heaven
IF ONLY u know that ur dreams will come true
IF ONLY u knw that there is a person who is willing to die 4u
IF ONLY u will begin to c what God have in store 4u
IF ONLY u knw that u hav such a big impact in my life
IF ONLY u knw it hurts me to knw that u are sad
IF ONLY i can make u smile n wipe every tears in ur eyes
IF ONLY i can bring u happiness that u wish for and far more than that
IF ONLY u knw that some1 is praying for u
IF ONLY u knw that u can make me laugh n cry
IF ONLY u knw i wish to spend everyday with u
IF ONLY u are here with me now
IF ONLY i am someone else
IF ONLY u know that i love u so so much,i don't know.
PERHAPS, u'll nvr know.

1st time hit by racket afteermath!! LOL!!!

LOL, what a funny title.aftermath.nway 2day i felt pain on my head a while after playing badminton. it is the place where i got hit by my new yonex raket last week.lol.x worry.small prob jst a little pain but it reminds me of the time we play badminton.lol.2day i wasnt really njoying badminton with d doulos ppl tho i usually always njoy it.dono why la.haha.

well , what happen last week is that 1st time i was hit by a racket.somemore is my new racket and my best fren open ceromony it by hitting a high serve into my head,leaving behind a mountain for me to remember n go hiking when i am free.lol.jk.

what happened was we were warming up and i give her my new racket to try.i was going to serve when suddenly i heard a loud hit on my head.the next thing i know is my frend was appologizing to my and was massaging my head.mum ask me i was hit by shuttle or racket.lucky i am still alert and can answer hit by racket.lol.she didnt know that i was standing too near her.she tot that i was quite far away so when she accidentally hit me,she was surprised too.

nway i am not writing this to remind u that u hit me but just to capture my memories with u so that nxt time i can look back n smile at it.hehe. x feel guilty for hitting me ya,i know it is an accident.small matter n thx 4 d massage.haha.now i have to massage my head my own.

hmm,nway 2day i was waiting for sth.hmm what leh?dono la.guess la.haha. i think no1 can guess correct la.do put in the comments on what u all guess so that i knw if any1 guess correct. actually i am waiting for a media pass confirmation for MO 09 under badzine. it is actually a bit late d when i apply for tat. dono that it was over dateline d.haih, if oni i knew earlier,sure i wil get it.

nway now can oni pray that they have extra pass to giv me.how nice is it if i can get media pass with my pic n name printed and i can go to d court area to meet n interview the players. yes, i will be on my own as d other badzine ppl will oni b ther on fri to sun, but it will be a gd experience.after all,i have written for them too previously tho not live.tho i have bot tix for semi n finals d but is ok .cos i wanna sit w my BC frends of course.relli looking fwd to MO09.lol but at d same time x wan my cuti 2 end so fast la.hahahaha.

really pray that God will allow me to have the media pass.pls God, answer my prayer and i oso wanna meet wong/chin n knw them better.lol me dreaming perhaps.till then,tata.not feeling sleepy at all.so just drop by n blog while watching marriage of inconvenience. dono y cant zz? thinking of sth?LOL.tata

Whoa!! 1 of d best 5 days in my life yet!!!

it's been a long time since i last blog.well actually i have a lot to blog but just too lazy.haha.hmmm, nway back to the title. actually it is the past 5 days which is fr 28 to 3 nov lo.y d best 5days?? well, cos my best frend ops! i mean sister come to visit me in bintulu on her way to sabah. i was quite shocked cos quite suddenly she says she's coming.yes, she told me before that she may come but i didnt expect it so fast. i still remember she told me on mon that she is coming on fri.wow,i was so happy and excited la.

finally,fri(the big day) came so fast and i wasnt really prepared for it.the day b4 i was bz cleaning my room n toilet and also mopping all the house floors la.what to do?mum very fussy, ask me do this do that.haha.and also i dont want rae to come and stay in a messy room la.haha. guess what?? i never fell so happy cleaning room la.lol.funny :P

i brought rae to mkn.hmm no place to jalan here. dono she njoy or fell bored.hehe.only bawa her jalan at beach which is not so nice,i think i scared her with my driving.lol.so sorry for that,sis. x worry, we are all still in 1 whole complete piece.haha.next time any1 must buy insurance b4 sitting my car.i mean my mum's car. also bawa her for hiking.i was so tired there.1st time hiking and U.Tan say that rae is strong.yes,indeed she is strong physically and mentally 2.my leg pain after that.hehe.

i think rachel likes d food here esp sarawak laksa n midin.i still remember how cute ur action is when mum says that we will go to farley.should take a pic of it n post it here.JK:P So funny that u google for midin.no wonder u ask me how 2 spell la.didnt know u like it till google.tat's y i like midin so much too.miss midin in KL n miss it so much during d 10 years in trg. hope u get to eat midin in sabah 2.

well,2day in church, i was really missing u. wish that the tall person(Amy) sitting next to me 2day in church is u but isnt. i remember how cute u r when evey1 stand up and i am still sitting down n then u pull me up.hw funny u follow me stand up n down but when all sit n i stand u x follow me pula.haha.smart gal:)

well happy that u fon yday.hmm, how u knw i am sad leh.hmm, just misiing u la.suddenly no1 to chat with me and 2 sayang me la.haha.x worry, i still can take it.after all, i have experieced much more sadness than this.lol.nway not sad la.just not used to d quietness lo.haha. hope u really njoy urself here like i did. haha. me n ZY is ur stress booster ah?we r naughthy.hehe.my family love to have u around again next time.


these is perhaps one of the best 5 days that i hve in my life yet.hope and pray that there is more to come...hehe.do emel me the pic that we took.i think u x really like to take pics but i really want to capture those wonderful moments.hope to c u soon.take care and all d best.

n also thx for d food that u belanja and d swatch watch.really like it and it was js in time cos i tot of changing watch 2 d 1 i gav mike but lady version that my mum have.but now no need d. really nice watch tho everyday i have d set d date.still always wrong n today it went fast. i c y suddenly mon d.still miss u 2 set d date 4 me.haha.d loud ticks of the watch reminds me to cherish the great moments that we had 2gether. truly thx God for u n the amazing fellowship.

what a long post.actually many things 2 write but nxt time la.scared u all bored. till then, cu again blog.GBU

WAH!!! SURPRISE LETTER :D

guess what happen yday? sth cute,interesting, funny, weird and surprising too. i was shocked. haha. sound v suspense leh. nway this is what happen. last nite suddenly my roomate saw a letter slipped under our door. it is written in chinese n i dono read. she read it but she also dono some words. so after that she go 4 dinner n ask her frends what it mean. we agak2 know wat d letter contain before that lo. it is actually a letter from a gal who lives same floor with us. it write to the wear spec pink color shirt gal. we dono who she writes to cos both of us oso wear spec n got pink color shirt.hehe. it says that did u receive d 1st letter? we wonder what letter? then i realised one day there is a small paper outside our room on d floor.

i tot is some1's paper flew to here.so i just pick it up n put it on d corridor wall lo. the gal say in d letter cant we be frends? maybe u see d friends that i am with is TB but i am not TB. x worry, i x chase after u. my roomate was laughing at that.so funny la the way she writes it. then she say if u receive this letter, can u pls sms to me. sorry to disturb n thx u. me n roomate blur cos we x hav her number oso. then roomate ask me wanna reply? i say maybe she will send another letter again. she say no lo cos d letter say actually gt 1 more letter but she decided notto give me. so i say ok la.

so she reply ask her who she write to? n we x receive any letter. then i hang d letter with clips on my cloth hanger outside. i wonder is who lo. but in my mind, i am thinking of some1 that mite be her but still it is quite unlikely. i oso tot of another gal. anyway no1 took d letter for quite a few hours n i am sure that 2moro some1 will take it. but man i was wrong. we all went to zz about 12am sth, then i wake up 1am sth to go to toilet. n there i saw d paper is gone d. n another small paper is slided into our room again.

wah so efficient leh. so i took n read it but cant understand at all. i oni knw d english word that she write which is coklat, cowboy jaket, block G study. hmm quite anxious, impatient n oso excited to knw what she write lo but roomate zz d.so wait for 2moro lo. honestly i cant really zz last nite cos party was thinking bout d letter n oso cos d weather is so so hot that we on our fan full speed,5 the whole nite. lol. really hot n umcomfy.

then i wake up at 8am sth to go toilet again n again i saw another letter there. wa, again i dono how to read so i js put it on roomate's table. d next day, still hot so i wake up quite earlier than usual lo. then my roomate say that d letter is 4 me, d fair, short hair ,spec gal.haha. actually i knw tat is 4 me d lo. dono y just sense it.even my roomate also think is 4 me.hehe,actually i quite happy la cos got ppl wanna be frends with me. nvr i receive a letter like tat.quite syok oso honestly.i know the feeling of liking some1 n caring for them as gd fren i mean. it is so hard sometime 2 like a person n when d person didnt react or treat u like u expect them too. really tiring u know n i experience it a lot of time.is like i treat them well, care for them n always be there 4 them but they x really appreciate it la.

so this time is d opposite, got ppl wanna knw me and care bout me, so i actually feel hepi n bahagia la. as in finally got ppl notice that i exist n is interested to knw bout me. cool leh. didnt knw that i am attractive too. haha. ok i perasan, i knw my frien always say that i am cute n have babay face. haha.nway i x reply her instantly cos i wanted to go lunch eat pan mee in bakery. scared it habis like yday so i go early lo. n plan 2 reply her when i come bc. so i come bc around 4 sth like tat n chat w my frien. i told her bout tat letter n she laugh.hehe. so funny la.

then i want 2 reply n put d letter in her room but i not sure which is her room la. scared later wrong room then v paiseh la. somemore i reply can u write in english n put my msn there also. haha. then i waited lo in case can c her out of her room. actually when i come bc , i saw her from far.dono she saw me or not but i was very shy that time that i kinda avoid her by walking fast.haha. yep i am a shy person. lol. then bout 6 sth i saw her roomate went into her room so i knw her room d. so i slide d letter there lo. she so efficient la. within minutes, she reply my letter d. giving her hp n asking for mine too.

so i added her in msn n wait 4 her 2 on9 but she x.so in d end i sms her lo,saying i added her in msn. she reply asking my frendster so i added her too. then about 9 sth she on9, n we chat. she told me 2day is her birthday n i am her birthday friend.haha. so i wish her. n also i ask her wat makes her wanna be my friend leh. then she reply she likes me. i was like what!!! quiet shocked oso. then she say she's kidding. i say o ok. then she say dono how 2 explain y she wanna be my fren. she say just wanna knw me lo. o ok. i am ok with that, in fact i always bump into her n i think that she is quite nice la. quite cool oso.

but weird thing is i saw her v long d but she oni realised me this month. lol . i was like saw her since last year. n i move to this level since sept. wonder y now only she notice me. nway better late than never. so we chat n get to knw her. n then very funny cos suddenly she x reply me so long. so i say brb bath, n after i bath she still x reply me. then she sms me say stdy?zz? n she say die, she falling in lov with me. wah i was so shock. i reply i js bath n did she get my msn msg? turns out she x get it n my msn prob i cant sign in after that. no wonder la she x reply.

i oso say cant be gua she falling 4me. then she reply bout can be or cant be , just 4get bout it. but she say:but i dono la, if i cant stop loving u, i hope u can slap me. haha. so so funny la. i was laughing when i read her sms. so so funny n i think she is cute la.hehe. n she say no matter what happen, can i be her fren 4eva. i was slow in replying her. then she sms again say sorry, she likes to joke n play. sorry to scare me.

actually i was not scared la. just surprised. but honestly i dono she oni joking or not about that. v funny la.i reply ya, i can be her fren 4eva n i ask when her exam.cos my fren ask me to tell her that i will belanja her a simple dinner n i told her d. but dono when yet. will arrange with her. maybe sun or mon since her exam finish on mon. c how lo. hehe. nway she ask me my exam fri n sat? i x reply cos i very malas. those who knw me, i seldom reply many times lo unless is urgent. i am not a sms person.haha.

nway it actually feels good to know that some1 is actually interested t be my fren. all this while , i am always d one 2 who takes initiatives 1st to get to knw ppl and to keep in touch with them but now feels happy that is d other way round. feels nice to be noticed la. haha. ok . really a long post. i notice i do write a lot if i gt things to say.lol mostly i crap i think.haha. ok hope our frienship will grow and God bless the birthday gal n birthaday friend.

arggg exam on fri n i am so sien studying that no mood liao. so bloggin now n zzing soon.g9

:) My New Badminton Tee!! :)

hello. finally i get to see how my new Yonex badminton tee looks like. thanks to my sis who email me the pic after making me wait a few days. lol.here is the Japan Super Series 2008 tee thanks to my badminton friend ,Mike who bought it in Japan during the Japan Open tournament. really thanks a lot,Mike for the tee. Really appreciate it. very nice and special the design. it is different from the normal yonex badminton tee that i have. hehe. actually didnt expect the design will be like that but still it is very nice and i like it.just a bit surprised. anway, a short post tonite. Let my words be few, let the pics reveal. hey, it rhymes!!! ok ok, i know. LOL. chaoz

My rusty badminton skills.haha

just back to room after class for an hour break .had porridge, herbal tea egg and fried ice cream for lunch. there were having some food bazaar in college. the fried ice cream is quite ok but i expected it too be nicer.haha the herbal egg was nt nice. no taste at all. regretted that i bought 3 eggs(bought 3 cos is cheaper if buy 3- me greedy rite)haha. my mum can cook way more delicious herbal egg than that.kinda miss my mum's cooking. so long have nt eat home cooked food d. lol. i am always talking about food. me becoming a pig d. haha. JK.

anyway back to the title of this post,played badminton during weekends, both sat n sunday nite to cure my badminton fever. since i hav not play 4 a month+ d, my badminton really berkarat. lol. miss a few hit(so paiseh) n hit some bad shots. nevertheless it was a great game. njoy playing and sweating after so long no exercise.hehe.

on sat, i play with a group of girls. most of them are new n this is my 1st time playing with them. one of them is quite good in placing the shuttle.having is returned crosscourt when i smash at her. i was quite shocked n amazed by the return as i didnt expect it. however after playing a while, kinda can guess where she will place the shuttle. played women's double for 2 hours. really fun and after that we went dinner n get to know each other too since i just met some of them.haha.

on sun only me and another fren play. it is so hard to find badminton kaki so always only 2 of us are available for the game. really hope can find more kaki next time.thou only 2 of us, we still play anyway. both badminton fans. haha. this time is more strenous than sat. we played singles and also ask a pair on d next court to play a game with us. played mixed doubles. the girl plays very well. her shots has is so powerfull. my friend also say her shots got loud sound.as expected we lost but we improve in second game, scoring better marks than the 1st game. hehe. how i wish i can hit like her. my shots no power one leh. dono is it because my stroke is wrong or what. been trying to improve it but dono how. my shots always lack power. cant go from baseline to baseline.

my badminton friend gave me some home cooked popiah that his mum made. just nice for me as i was hungry after the game. no need to buy burger d. it was nice. thanks friend:)the next day, no need to say lo. my whole body especially hand and leg pain but still it is worth as i njoy badminton so much.looking forward to next game session which is dono when yet. hope soon lo before badminton fever getting higher again. haha.

P/S: i wasnt able to finish blogging before class just now so i came back after class n dinner to finish this blog. that is why the time now is at nite :P

Craving for BB (badminton n buffet)... LOL!!!

heloo.so long i didnt post in my blog.well actually i open this blog about 2 years d n this is d 1st time i am really writing somethings here.lol. can't imagine i am so lazy.haha. nway i am not a person who likes to write unless sth special happen or i am hardworking.lol.nway dono why these few days i am craving for badminton n buffet. haha. it's normal 4 me 2 crave for badminton since it is my favourite and it's been 1 months plus i didnt play d.miss badminton so much. so hard to find kaki to play with. so this 1 month i oni watch badminton videos lo. prefer playing than watching lo. just like the 100 PLUS bottle ad says "HIDUP AKTIF. Bersaing di gelanggang badminton adalah jauh mendabarkan daripada menontonnya di TV". haha. Agree!!

About buffet leh, d last time i ate buffet is also about 1 month+ ago in genting with my dad. 4got what restaurant d. but that is 1 of the nicest buffet i had. so nice and so many things including fresh salmon. my favorite.got a few sushi too but 2bad they didnt top up. luckily i manage to take a few fish roe.haha. n i also like d beef and lamb n also the cook salmon. my dad took 4 me a thin sice of salmon skin which is also very nice.it is rm60++ per person and we have 30% discount coupon so it is really worth. we sat there for 2 hours. haha. by the way i really can eat. but wwe ddint try everything tehre cos mostly i was taking the same thing. had losts of salmon.the food that we didnt take was satay, chic rice, noodle , kuih and many other stuff.

i told my dad nxt time we go genting, we shld go 4 lunch instead of dinner cos we couldnt eat all the food also. better go for lunch which is cheaper. btw, it also have supper buffet which i joke with my parents that maybe supper is d leftover dinner food.haha. many ppl go there and eat esp golden citizens cos they are entitled for 50% off.hehe.really tot of bringing mum n sis there next time.wah i am talkiing so much abobut food. lol. i never crave for buffet like this before. even b4 zzing i am always thinking bout japanese buffet. oh man , i think i am getting abnormal. jk.lol. d only jap buffet tat i went was sushi station,which is rm30+ and is ok ok only lo. some things not so fresh. but for tat price is ok lo. tot of going to 1U Shogun with my fren. but tat is still quite long. after our exam in november most prob. i hope this sem really send fast. cant wait to go back n relax n of course play bmt 3x a week with my mum.haha.

Thx God 2day finally i am going 2 play badminton. hmm at 1st i book court and these oni me n my fren going 2 play. luckily i ask a new fren and ask her 2 bring her frends too. so there will be 5 of us playing 2day. nvr play with them b4 but looking forward to it. wow, what a long post!!(dono ppl reading this wil be bored or not).i shall stop now n start doing my assignment(BORING but no choice).ok la. shall blog agan if i am rajin :P