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There's something missing in my heart

yup, there's something missing in my heart and i dono what it is. i can't sleep tho i am so tired.
help me, God. Backstreet Boys' song running in my mind...
Show me the meaning of being lonely....there's something missing in my heart....lalala

Losing my skin... AGAIN and worst...

2011 begin with a record breaking of me losing the most skin. sob sob. what a history maker!!

 Left hand peel like crazy. Doc say is eczema. Don't know allergy to what. So, added to my 2011 new year resolution is to find out what am I allergy to.

 Thank God, right hand not as serious as left. If not, really hard to do work. Even now i touch my mouse and things also pain :(. Avoid water at all cost !! (impossible)

New year, same place, same dream

Cant believe that this is the 3rd week of new year d. Too busy with work. Anyway i just reserve this space for this post title 1st cos i wanna post bout other things. LOL.  Update later :p

the first dream (nightmare actually) (continued)

As i had said in previous post, here is the first dream (nightmare) Haha.

The first time was i dream of her waking me up on a weekend a few weeks ago. It seemed so real cause that time i have to sleep really sideways cause of the great fall and my body and hands always get cramps. In the dream, I was sleeping in the same position and she came into my room and wake me up and i didn't want to wake up. My body was also cramp (in real life and in the dream) and i was like trying to move my cramped hand to signal "don't disturb,  i wanna sleep". I woke up in relief and also cramp that no one is waking me up. LOL. How real i thought the situation in the dream was. Phew. May i not have this type of nightmare anymore.

Invaded dreams!!

This morning i woke up feeling very tired and moody, partly because it is a Monday morning (Monday blues) but the main reason is i had a funny but yet scary dream. Guess what? I dream of my landlord. Oh man, this is the 2nd time i dream bout her...:(

Will tell about the 1st dream another time.. Cant imagine that she is giving me so much stress that even my subconscious mind is thinking bout it.. Speechless.Yesterday, i dream about arguing with her (forgot about what-but i guess must be some petty stuff as usual) but i remember she chase me out - verbally la. Scary man cause all the while i have to be careful of her, just not knowing she will sort of scold me or comment bad bout me. Stress-nya. And now she is invading into my dreams. Help!! I wake up feeling like i didn't sleep cause of the dream- like i am really experiencing it. Sigh. She is so stingy and fussy, that even though i try my best to tolerate and save my usage on electric etc, she is still not satisfied. Dont know what can I do already :(. Everyday when coming back from work, feel tired and still have to face her, seriously i don't feel like coming back.

Can only pray and be more patient while counting to the end of this month.. Time pass faster pls but then after this intern, I will be officially jobless.Before that, hope to enjoy convo first and savvy buffets. lol. Food makes me happy. Wakaka. Pls no more 3rd time of this dream, not dream but nightmare actually !! No more pls

Tiredness till when??

Tiredness fill my heart. Suppose to play badminton today, but the court owner though we book tomorrow. So cant play cos there's people who book and were playing there. Haiz, how disapointed me and my friends were when the owner say that he heard wrong. Somemore, i just change my grip today and was excited to try it out since i never use this Karakal nano 180 before. But the main thing is to exercise, throw some smashes and release stress after having a bad week at work and as usual everyday at home (not home, is house).

Oh man, i feel so tired now, even more tired than playing badminton. Continue next time :(.

Cotton stuck to my head for 1 Week!!. Yerr!!

This is the consequences of humpty dumpty having a great fall. I feel down in toilet and injured my head. 3 stitches and a cotton wool stuck to my head. Dont know what is the cotton for. So gross. Yucks. Will write about the fall more detailed as now not in the mood of writing and dont want to overload my head after the big bang. Haha. Just pics for now....

Day 1 of the fall. This is how it looks like after the stitch. The doc say he tied butterfly knot (I dont know what it means. ??? )

Another angle

Day 3 after the fall. The cotton had become more brown and my sis say it is like fish egg. What!! So geli. Haha

Tableless life...

Hmm, not exactly tableless but can say no proper table. This small table is what i hv been using for the past 3 months already in my room. It is not even enough for me to put my mouse on the table. LOL. Actually can squeeze in the mouse but mouse pad wont fit and there is insufficient space to move my mouse. haha. Sometimes is very tiring when sit long on the bed, facing a small table and my laptop.

Not only tableless here but also at work. Want to know why tableless at work and at home (not really home, so should say is house/room), check out my next post as im tired n going to zzzz now. Haha. C ya. Nites or should i say morning since is already 1AM :p

argghhh, geramnya!!!

ok, this is what makes me geram n irritated today. What had happen wasn't that bad actually but it really ticks me off because of the little bits of frustration that is building up inside me slowly. lol. dont worry, im ok now. Just want to write it all out here to release it. haha. Dont want to keep it inside me , scared one day i'll really explode. Actually i was surprise that i talk louder than usual just now. Oh man, i think most probably my threshold of tolerance already almost reach its limit. Somemore, didnt play badminton this week, so no place to release all my stress.

Back to the main title, 2day i tapao wan tan mee 4 dinner during lunch. Coffee shops here are close at nite. After eating the mee, i still feel hungry. So i thought of cooking seaweed n egg sup since there is an egg in the fridge which is already 2 weeks n im afraid that it will get spoilt. But i hesitated a while n think is it better for me to just eat the instant mushroom sup which just need to pour hot water into it instead of needing to use my landlord's rice cooker to cook seaweed sup ( no gas here).

Cant imagine i need to think so long to decide cos scared that landlord will grumble if i cook cos she made comment before when i boil water when there is still a lot of water but i need hot water in the flask. lol. dono why she is so stingy. Finally decide to cook seaweed sup cos i need more vege. haha.

I start cooking and ask landlord wan to eat sup or not. she say no and she dont eat so early. Then she ask i like to cook. I say not really , just cook what i feel like eating lo. I remember she say she will cook porridge for dinner, so i ask her cook already. She say not yet n im using her cooker. Aiya, i thought she already cook it n keep the food. Haih , my fault oso , so i say sorry to her. N hope that my sup quickly be ready. Luckily i use hot water to cook, if not lagi slow. Then she say, u rent room only but u always cook. Hello, since when did i ALWAYS cook?

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What is a phone when it doesnt ring, only vibrates? LOL

krok, krok vibration sound is now my new hp tones. no kidding cos my handphone is spoil.
One morning, that krok, krok tune was my alarm tune oso. LOL, even my hp alarm oso didnt no sound. Luckily, i was already a bit awake due to the noises of the cars passsing by the road. (my room is facing main road). If not will be late for class. haha. and also my phone vibration is very loud that it can still wake me up.

So, my phone now is like in silent mode all the time though it is in general mode. haha. Time to get a new phone after using this faithful phone for 6 years already (my 1st hp n it is a gift from my grandma, i love it though is not high tech). haha. yea , im not the high tech ppl. Actually, i was also thinking to change phone already this year but didnt expect that my phone will spoil. haha. Still thinking which model to buy. Meanwhile will continue using this silent phone. haha.

Only in the dark

Like this song "Only in the dark" by Juwita Suwito.
Meaningful lyrics and beautiful voice.

ONLY IN THE DARK

The raindrops fall incessantly
Each I think the sky's letting up
Thre seems to be another cloud
Bringing the dark
Coming right at me

So often I can't see the road ahead
The blinding headlights loom then go out again
But suddenly I find that I don't need to strife
'Cause I realize I am rising, I'm flying and....

CHORUS
Only in the dark when I can't seem to see
I learn to hear Your whisper that's been guiding me
Reach out for the hand that bears the light
So my step is right
Only in the dark



Now each day's a step that's lighted up
And the questions asked won't make me stop
'Cause I know no matter how I feel
That this is real
And I'm slowly getting to a place where it's not...

BRIDGE
So let the shadows come
And let me run into Your arms where
I can feel the warmth of Your touch - unmistakable
Leading me on, loving me on, turning me on

Though now it seems to be that...

From why to how?

Why is perhaps the questions that is asked most often in my life and maybe in most people's life too. Why this, why that? Haha. Especially when something bad happen, question like 'Why me?, Why now?,Why this happen' will popped out in my heart. Endless whys and no answers!!

Instead of asking why, perhaps it is time to ask How. 'How can i deal with this? How to make things better?' Hmm, it will be hard to change it but hopefully i can do it, slowly. Hopefully i can view things in a different and better way. Haha. Keep trying!!

Dry and empty...

The title kinda shows what this post will be about. Been feeling very empty inside. What should I do? Who can understand me? Go to church every week but still feel so lost and confused. God, help me please. Give me strength. Dont even know what to write here. Speechless.....

Arggh!! Epidermis peeling off again!!

Oh no, the epidermis of my fingers is peeling off again!! Arghs, actually it already recover after applying cream but now my thumb's skin is coming out again. Doctor said is allergy to soap but even my feet's skin is peeling off. So scared, it will deteriorate and affect all of my fingers like last time. A month ago, the skin of my whole hand peel off and even just touching anything is also painful. :( Here is how my finger looks now: 

skin beginning to peel, still not so bad

And below is how my hands looked like a month ago. Took pictures and wanted to write about it last time but forgot about it. Haha.  Hope it wont peel off till like that again!

Looks a bit scary, huh.

Off the lights please!! Earth Hour

We can do something to save out earth. Turn your lights off at 8.30pm on 27 March. I still remember last year in INTI college, i did turned my room lights off during Earth Hour time. Since is all dark in my room, i just sleep in that one hour. But in the end, didnt manage to sleep also. After one hour, switch my lights back on and continue to do my stuffs. In that darkness, I looked out of my room window to the opposite hostel block and notice that quite a number of rooms are also dark. Haha. Good, good. Thinking back about it now, I was happy that I was part of the Earth Hour. At least can help to save the earth. But perhaps more important is in out everyday life, we turn off the lights, fans, televisyen and other electrical appliances when we do not use it. I believe by doing that we have a bigger impact in saving the earth, in everyday live and not just during Earth Hour!

Why my MSN cant sign in!!

Haih, dono why my MSN cant sign in. Keep appearing contact list not available and then cant sign in. Already update to the latest version of live messenger but still the same. Even uninstall and reinstall it also cant help. Lazy to use the web version or meebo. Lol.

Anyway, last weekend was a tiring week for me. Went swimming and in the end, whole body so tired cos i didnt swim for at least 7 years already. Imagine that. Lol. Just swim one lap already feel tired, especially if swim freestyle. After swimming, ears blocked pula cos water went in. Haha. Didnt swim many laps, but the next day, hands, shoulder and legs aching. Lol. Next time, will start swim slowly after long time didnt swim. 

What! Celcom Broadband Basic Youth not available?

Went to Celcom branch here end of last month to find out more about the Celcom Broadband Basic Youth which is cheaper than the normal basic plan but been told that it is not available. Other plans are available except this youth plan. When i ask why not available because the advertisement says that this promotion is valid till 31 March, the staff just say it is unavailable. What is this. It in the advertisement but unavailable. If like this, no need to advertise la. So will find out more about Digi and Maxis broadband. 

Format laptop :(

Today , just formatted my old laptop which mum use for watching movies and dramas. The PC is about 5 years already but is still good though is slow cause many files and programs inside. Window XP running on 512 RAM. Formatting is easy but the difficult part is finding space to save all the files.

Although the PC total hard disk 40GB now seems small but my external hdd also not enough space to save it. Many dramas, songs, vidoes, etc inside. Somehow, luckily manage delete some stuff from the external hdd and the old PC. Thanks to some empty space inside my pendrive too. But also have to sort out all the files and delete those unnecessary stuff later. Haha. PC CPU usage is running 100% all the time and is very slow. Wanna wacth movie also cant cos always jam. Very lag. Found out it is cause by svchost but cant solve it also after searching information online. So, decided to format it. After all. the PC also need to be formatted sooner or later.

Now, installing all the drivers. It is much faster now :). Hopefully today can finish install all the programs but don't think so cause at night will go visiting. So many visiting. Eat again. Haha. Btw, came to know that Hotlink YouthClub SMS rate to different network will increase to 6 sen from 19 March. Though is still cheaper than the normal plan but that will increase my expenses. Really hope to get a job soon. Lol. Keep finding.