Dry and empty...

The title kinda shows what this post will be about. Been feeling very empty inside. What should I do? Who can understand me? Go to church every week but still feel so lost and confused. God, help me please. Give me strength. Dont even know what to write here. Speechless.....

Arggh!! Epidermis peeling off again!!

Oh no, the epidermis of my fingers is peeling off again!! Arghs, actually it already recover after applying cream but now my thumb's skin is coming out again. Doctor said is allergy to soap but even my feet's skin is peeling off. So scared, it will deteriorate and affect all of my fingers like last time. A month ago, the skin of my whole hand peel off and even just touching anything is also painful. :( Here is how my finger looks now: 

skin beginning to peel, still not so bad

And below is how my hands looked like a month ago. Took pictures and wanted to write about it last time but forgot about it. Haha.  Hope it wont peel off till like that again!

Looks a bit scary, huh.