Missing something

hmm, feel like something is missing here. hmm, what is it? thinking back, around this time last year, i was at a place that i wanted to be. too bad , this time i cant go there. lol. today off cos trainer is on leave. So , got time to rest and study. Many lessons i dont understand, so lots of catch up to do. It took me so long to just understand one chapter. 1 day is not enough!! tomorrow will be another full day of lessons, in front of the computer, configuring, listening. Man, information overload. The worst thing is if u are stuck at a chapter, the latter chapter will be stuck too. Haih, so blur.. There's a lot of doubt. Grant me wisdom and concentration, God.  Hope i can do something useful while waiting for transport after class too. Really hope i can survive till the end. 2 more weeks + left. Be strong.....